Goodness

I fell asleep, awoke, snack abit, watched TV, surf the net, lie on bed, got irritated by not being able to fall sleep again, and here i'm typing this shitting thing at this shitting hour. Argh, it's been the whole week i couldn't get to sleep, and even if i managed to fall asleep i don't sleep well. It's killing me. And the pimples are popping out! Goodness!!!

I'm pretty busy and stress with the wedding preparation and people asking me about it. Well, not that i'm very reluctant to share, but just that i need a break lah. Sometimes, i just hope i can shut everyone of them up! Haa. Anyway, i do appreciate their concern of course.

The actual day is drawing close and i'm starting to feel nervous. Anxiety. I'm starting to worry what else have i not done or prepare, what other things we need to buy, etc etc. The list never seems to end. My tasks never seems to be completed. Oh god, we really deserve a good break man. Sponsors, pls???

And yah, i need lotsa hanging out with friends to lighten off my load manz! Call me, girls.

For now, I NEED TO SLEEP! ARGH!!!

I'm Blessed

Am staring blankly into the monitor. Not knowing what to do. Hubby is playing mahjong with his buddies and i'm done watching the HongKong drama. Really tired, but also this might be just a good time for me to update this little space of mine.

Woke up early this morning, packing the house for painting. Shifting and cleaning, shifting and cleaning. Oh man, only today i realised how much Hubby has dote on me. Since we started renovating the place, Hubby has always try to do things himself and work on his own. Everytime when there's cleaning and shifting to be done, he'll always give me the priviledge to lie on bed and enjoy watching my drama or surf the net. Today, i decided to help up abit since he needs to go to work this morning, and it was a torture to me. Just half a day, i can feel my bones breaking. Oh gosh, it's really killing me. But not a bad thing though, at least i know how much effort and physical strength Hubby has put in to build up this little cosy nest of ours. :)

Looking at him now, i felt really blissful and blessed. I'm laughing at myself for those times we fight like there's no tomorrow, i got really pissed off by him not fulfilling what i want, i pissed him off by throwing temper at him.

I'm an adult now. I must really grow up and understand the fact that, i'm not living for myself only. I've got a family to be responsible for, a future to look forward to, and of course not forgetting wanting to bring joy to the family by having KIDS! Yeah, kids rule!!! Haa~~~

Okie, i don't what i'm ranting about now. My mind is really switch off now. But i know, i can't wait to see my girls again. Oh by the way, our wedding pictures are ready. Should be able to share with you guys soon...

Is This Happening To Me?

If this amount of invoices didn't scare you off, don't worry, i've got alot more of them to show. Not mentioning those other miscellenous stuffs we bought for the big day. And the figures in all these invoices are slowly killing my excitment for our wedding... Haa!!!

Conclusion: Pls don't ever think of getting married if you don't have savings, or a better half who can afford, or if you're not filthy rich... ... ...

Okie, just kidding. But it pains my heart alot! Whahahaha... (Though i don't get to pay, but well, what's his is mine isn't it?! And so yah, it pains my heart!)

Anyway, we're really packed! We argued over alot of disagreements, miscommunication, lack of time and attention, the list goes on... The good thing is, we always managed to find our ways back into each other arms. And now, when each day ends, i get a little more nervous to our actual day.

I can't believe this is happening to me. I can't believe i'll be sharing life with someone else in 2 months time. I can't believe i'll be sharing the same bed with someone else every night. I can't believe i'll be starting life as someone else's daughter-in-law, someone else's wife. Omg~~~ I just can't believe this is happening to me!

Pls tell me i'm not dreaming, ain't i?!

Counting down... ... ... ...

Meeting My Parents

And so... Finally! Last evening, The Boyfriend dated my family for dinner at Lao Bei Jing, Tiong Bahru for dinner. The previous experienced there was bad. And mum really dislike the place. But we got no other choice as other restuarants were so packed! Anyway, last evening's dinner turned out to be good. The food was definately better than the previous time. And the service as well. However, there was this particular chinese lady who was really rude.

When i stepped into the restuarant, hoping someone will come asking for my total number of pax and offer to show me my sitting area, yet this bloody lady standing at the cashier asked me (in mandarin): "Miss, what do you want?!" What the f***! What do you mean what do i want? To eat of course, dumb arse! The Boyfriend shunned her and she actually act blur! Argh.. Lucky the other lady who serve us was nice, else i would have make sure they'll have a bloody good time from me.

Okie, and so.... Finally, last evening The Boyfriend break the news of his proposal to my parents and formally asked for my hand. Omg~~ I can't believe this is happening. They discuss some details for the marriage and the Actual Day (AD) of the wedding. And i'm so glad my parents and The Boyfriend can get along so well. It's been some time i see dad smile and laugh like last evening. He even cracked jokes! ;p

And so, the remaining 3 months will be very very very hectic for us. Let's enjoy it....