Goodness

I fell asleep, awoke, snack abit, watched TV, surf the net, lie on bed, got irritated by not being able to fall sleep again, and here i'm typing this shitting thing at this shitting hour. Argh, it's been the whole week i couldn't get to sleep, and even if i managed to fall asleep i don't sleep well. It's killing me. And the pimples are popping out! Goodness!!!

I'm pretty busy and stress with the wedding preparation and people asking me about it. Well, not that i'm very reluctant to share, but just that i need a break lah. Sometimes, i just hope i can shut everyone of them up! Haa. Anyway, i do appreciate their concern of course.

The actual day is drawing close and i'm starting to feel nervous. Anxiety. I'm starting to worry what else have i not done or prepare, what other things we need to buy, etc etc. The list never seems to end. My tasks never seems to be completed. Oh god, we really deserve a good break man. Sponsors, pls???

And yah, i need lotsa hanging out with friends to lighten off my load manz! Call me, girls.

For now, I NEED TO SLEEP! ARGH!!!

I'm Blessed

Am staring blankly into the monitor. Not knowing what to do. Hubby is playing mahjong with his buddies and i'm done watching the HongKong drama. Really tired, but also this might be just a good time for me to update this little space of mine.

Woke up early this morning, packing the house for painting. Shifting and cleaning, shifting and cleaning. Oh man, only today i realised how much Hubby has dote on me. Since we started renovating the place, Hubby has always try to do things himself and work on his own. Everytime when there's cleaning and shifting to be done, he'll always give me the priviledge to lie on bed and enjoy watching my drama or surf the net. Today, i decided to help up abit since he needs to go to work this morning, and it was a torture to me. Just half a day, i can feel my bones breaking. Oh gosh, it's really killing me. But not a bad thing though, at least i know how much effort and physical strength Hubby has put in to build up this little cosy nest of ours. :)

Looking at him now, i felt really blissful and blessed. I'm laughing at myself for those times we fight like there's no tomorrow, i got really pissed off by him not fulfilling what i want, i pissed him off by throwing temper at him.

I'm an adult now. I must really grow up and understand the fact that, i'm not living for myself only. I've got a family to be responsible for, a future to look forward to, and of course not forgetting wanting to bring joy to the family by having KIDS! Yeah, kids rule!!! Haa~~~

Okie, i don't what i'm ranting about now. My mind is really switch off now. But i know, i can't wait to see my girls again. Oh by the way, our wedding pictures are ready. Should be able to share with you guys soon...

We're So In Love

Alright... So, many have been asking me who exactly is my Mr Right, my Husband-to-be, my partner for life. To kill the anticipation of everyone, let me introduce my fiance, Mr Thomas Koh.

Cool? Well, i'm not going to start typing his biography here for everyone, but there's something about him, everyone out there must know. That is, HE'S MINE! Haa!!!

I don't have time to share all our photos with you guys, but here are afew... Do enjoy our lovey dovey memories... ;p

We're still so very in love....