Balance

Lately i've been receiving news after news on marriage, pregnancies, new borns....

I looked back and allow myself to indulge in the happiness i once used to experience. However, i slapped myself awake and wonder. Are all these decision my pals are making a right one or not?

I must say i went through my fair bit of disappointments, anger, fustrations, of the decision i made 2 years ago. I struggled. At times, i still thought i would be better off alone, and happier! Yet of course, being a wife has brought my joy as well. It gave me a chance to give birth to a lovable little girl. Being a mother definately brought me joy and alot of fulfilling achievements.

There is a price to pay. Sacrifizes you have to make. Forgiveness you have to give. You have to be willing to tolerate. You have to accept the fact that, things change, people change. You have to keep learning everyday. It's not easy.

I always believe so long as there is love, nothing else matters. Love will pull us through. Love will make us stronger. And when you start to take each other for granted or no longer make an effort to create sparks, nothing works!

It's a balance. Yet, it takes more than just effort to create balance. Takes more than just talk, more than just expecting.