Something Is Wrong

It's been awhile...

Well, things aren't going smoothly. Yet not as bad though.

I've been feeling rather empty and lost lately. Nothing seems to go right on track, people just seems to drift apart and emotions are heavy.

A part of me, wanna just let go of everything and just lead life as it is, do what i wanna do and be happy. Yet a part of me, is holding back. I don't know what's wrong.

Many times, i find myself trying very hard to run away from life. Hoping there was a corner i can go hide in. A quiet and peaceful corner where noone will find me, nothing will bother me, and most importantly, a corner where all i need to bother about, is myself.

I don't know if its because i have yet grow up or am i trying to avoid growing up. I no longer have answers to my own doubts.

Something is missing. Something is wrong. And i just don't know what...