Thursday, February 21, 2008

Thank you

For my ah boy's daddy:

My dear, there are many times i wanted to tell you how much i appreciate you being you, yet everytime, i failed to do so.

Ever since we got back together, i can feel your love more than anything else. The concern and love you shower me with are more than what words can describe. Though this period is short, but i know there are more to come by. Now, i just wanna let you know that at times i might not express my love to you as much as you wish, but i do love and appreciate you alot.

Thanks for always guiding me through my ups and downs, for coaxing me to sleep, for buying breakfasts / lunches / dinners, for encouraging me, for making me laugh, for compromising to me, for always making sure that i'm safe, for picking me up, for sending me home, for catching all sorts of movies with me, for always wanting to make me happy, for always giving me the best, for always reminding me to use my brain rather than my head (haa!), for finally allowing me to also go through your tough times, and last but not least, for accepting me as who i am.

A toast to more good times ahead.

Friday, February 15, 2008

I'm Glad It Happened

I started this post to specially express my appreciation and love to my dearest Sharon. That night when she was browsing through our photos, started tearing and told me how much she love and thank me for being there for her and how can she live without me, at that point of time, my heart aches. So much so because i love her as much. Sometimes, we just don't have to speak to understand each other. Sometimes, we just don't need advices. Sometimes, we just don't need others to tell us how silly we are. Sometimes, we just don't need others to start peaching the meaning of life to us. Sometimes, we just don't need others to tell us what's right or wrong to do, which in fact we know more than anyone else what is right or wrong to do. And sometimes, all we need is just someone to lend us a listening ear and tell us that no matter what happens we'll always have each other.

Sharon, please don't think that what you've said or done has somewhat caused what shouldn't happen to happen. Because i know you care and protect me so much and you wouldn't want me to get hurt. You know, i can't imagine life after you leave for China. I'm a selfish person, and i don't want you to go. But well, i know you know what's best for yourself. Since so, wherever you'll be, i'm sure you'll always still have a place in my heart and i'll always think of you (especially when i get to cry again). I know you're confused. But girl, everything happens for a reason and we should be glad that these make us a stronger person. And at least we've got memories safe kept in our memory bank. I'm pretty sure one day, when we both share a cuppa coffee and look back, we will still smile at each other saying, "I'm glad it ever happened".

I love you, my dear girl.

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Love - Relationships

It seems to me that the best relationships, the ones that last, are frequently the ones rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than the night before, like a switch has been flicked somewhere and the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

Perfect love is rare indeed. For to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain.

To my guardian angel: "Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give - which is everything." I'm just glad that once in my life time you did appear. And for as long as you need me to be there, i'll be. =)

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

A Current Decision

"A current decision could send your life in a whole different direction, if you're brave and strong. Change -- even when it's for the better -- isn't the easiest thing to deal with. Keep in mind that life will improve, though."

If life's that easy to lead, we should be happier..