Sometimes, when you sit and look back in your life, you realised alot of things, alot of decisions could turn out or be made differently. Yet again, what's the point of looking back? When we can't even turn back time or change it?
I think my life's rollercoaster is going on the down side now. It's taking my breathe away and also scaring the hell outta me! And i desperately wish i could get outta it and be on safe grounds immediately.
I start to question myself. Why? Why make decisions like that? Why have i even choosen this path? Why do i wanna put myself in such misery? Why can't i just let it go? Why was i so blinded? So many whys... Yet so few answers...
I've got so many things in my mind. So many 'secrets' that i need to share. So many doubts to clear. So many questions to ask. So many... So many... But, there's noone there!
And what's next?
My best console - When i hug my darling Shannon and talk to her, tearing over everything, she gave me a sweet smile and held my hands tight! (Does she really understand? Or was it just a coincidence?)
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